A couple of weeks ago, before the start of another school year, I found myself standing in the middle of the stacks in our high school library, my heart sinking. I had come in search of five books that I needed to read to make the final determination about whether they would remain on the shelves for our students or be boxed up and stored in my office, not to be seen by the students under penalty of law.<\/p>\n
The one book that especially pained me was \u201cFriday Night Lights\u201d by H.G. Bissinger.<\/p>\n
When I pulled the sole copy from its tidy place among the B\u2019s to reread, I noticed its tattered, torn and taped cover. It has been well loved by our student body. It gives me no joy to limit the books available to them, and I am grateful that in the end I was able to keep \u201cFriday Night Lights\u201d on the shelf. That well-worn copy will be replaced by two new ones; I plan to keep the original in my office as a reminder of the summer I became the book-banning monster generating headlines the world over.<\/p>\n
Iowa\u2019s \u201cparental rights bill,\u201d signed into law at the end of May and made effective July 1, put public schoolteachers and administrators in an untenable position and recently thrust my own district in north-central Iowa into notoriety.<\/p>\n
The law mandates that school libraries may only contain \u201cage-appropriate\u201d books free of any \u201cdescriptions or visual depictions of a sex act\u201d as defined by Iowa Code. In a particularly draconian move, the law holds individual teachers and school librarians accountable for violations.<\/p>\n
Filtering thousands of books for a single description of a sex act was daunting; the start-of-the-school-year timeline made it nearly impossible. To make compliance with the law even more difficult, the state\u2019s Department of Education gave no guidance to school districts as we scrambled to provide cover for our teachers and demonstrate a good-faith effort to comply with this onerous law.<\/p>\n
Our district serves about 3,500 students with nine school libraries and hundreds of classroom libraries. While our school library collections are digitally cataloged and searchable, a typical classroom library, which our district believes is also covered by the new law, is a different story. It is likely to be a collection of books that came with the classroom itself, with others donated and still more purchased by the teacher at garage sales and used bookstores to ensure a robust collection that improves the odds that every student will have the life-affirming experience of falling in love with a book.<\/p>\n
Even though I have read, enjoyed and taught many of these books as a former English teacher, I cringe at having to judge them based on these new legal requirements. I read these books for the reasons we all read \u2014 for joy and to experience the world through someone else\u2019s eyes, not in search of a description of sex.<\/p>\n
To demonstrate a genuine effort to comply with the law with minimal time and energy invested, we used a process that has drawn widespread attention and criticism. We created a list from several lists of commonly challenged books, then deleted from our list any book challenged for reasons other than sexual content. We then further winnowed our list to books in our school library collections.<\/p>\n
That\u2019s when we turned to ChatGPT for help. For each of these titles, we asked: Does the book contain a description of a sex act? ChatGPT identified 19 books, though for each, its response contained a caveat: \u201cYes, but,\u201d noting a scene\u2019s literary value or contextual appropriateness.<\/p>\n
Unfortunately, Iowa\u2019s lawmakers left no room for these qualifiers. We went to resources such as Book Looks and Common Sense Media to further check each of the 19 books and ultimately read (or reread) several to verify that they contained a description of a sex act.<\/p>\n
Three of the books identified through A.I. were returned to our collections because A.I. was wrong: \u201cFriday Night Lights,\u201d <\/em>Lois Duncan\u2019s \u201cKilling Mr. Griffin\u201d <\/em>and Sherman Alexie\u2019s \u201cThe Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian.\u201d Sixteen were removed, including Jodi Picoult\u2019s \u201cNineteen Minutes\u201d <\/em>and Patricia McCormick\u2019s \u201cSold.\u201d <\/em>We were forced to silence the marginalized voices represented by Alice Walker in \u201cThe Color Purple\u201d and Toni Morrison in \u201cBeloved.\u201d <\/em>We\u2019ve been compelled to lump together childhood sexual assault and sexual violence with pornography and remove Maya Angelou\u2019s \u201cI Know Why the Caged Bird Sings\u201d and Margaret Atwood\u2019s \u201cThe Handmaid\u2019s Tale.<\/em>\u201d<\/p>\n The widespread outrage that followed these decisions is both righteous and necessary.<\/p>\n There are no winners in the game of censorship. I was simply seeking to mitigate the damage of a destructive law and perhaps channel the energy of the public outcry to address the real issue here \u2014 this misguided legislation \u2014 and the fact that our students still won\u2019t have access at school to culturally relevant works.<\/p>\n The headlines proclaimed that we used A.I. to remove books. The American Civil Liberties Union described that as a \u201cdystopian twist\u201d to book banning. Rolling Stone proclaimed: \u201cIowa School District Bans Books by Toni Morrison, Margaret Atwood After A.I. Review for \u2018Depictions of a Sex Act.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n I\u2019d argue that we used A.I. to try to keep<\/em> books. The technology allowed us to zero in only on those books that violated the precise letter of the law without collateral damage to other books, enabling us to keep on the shelf more than 30 titles we feared might be questionable.<\/p>\n Some other districts cast a wider net. Without guidance, operating in an environment of fear driven by state politics that seem to be out for blood in public education, other districts made deep cuts to their collections. School administrators directed teachers to remove not only any books that contain sexual content but also any they haven\u2019t read and all other texts whose details they can\u2019t fully remember. One of my former students who teaches in another Iowa school district told me that three of the five bookshelves in her classroom library are now empty because of her district\u2019s directions.<\/p>\n We all live our roles as teachers and school leaders very publicly. Each of us brings her own values, histories and belief systems to her work. We became educators because we believe in public education. I wholeheartedly believe in the transformational power of books and open access to information. I do not shirk from the public accountability of my job, but it was deeply hurtful to hear messages left on my assistant\u2019s voice mail calling me a Nazi, a communist pig, an idiot and a danger to society.<\/p>\n I have a million better things to do with my time than keep kids from books. Teachers have real work to do. We already have a process in place that allows parents to ask us to reconsider books and instructional materials we make available. Our district has not had a formal challenge to a book in our libraries in over two decades, indicating that parents are not worried about what is on the shelves.<\/p>\n I believe in parents\u2019 rights. I want all the parents in our country to be actively making the decisions they believe are best for their children. At the same time, let\u2019s not overlook our collective responsibility to achieve the goal of the American public education system \u2014 to ensure that every child has access to the highest quality teaching and opportunities for learning. Much of that opportunity can be found in the discoveries that await on library shelves. That\u2019s why we must protect our public schools from the political agendas that are hobbling them.<\/p>\n The Times is committed to publishing <\/em>a diversity of letters<\/em> to the editor. We\u2019d like to hear what you think about this or any of our articles. Here are some <\/em>tips<\/em>. And here\u2019s our email: <\/em>letters@nytimes.com<\/em>.<\/em><\/p>\n Follow The New York Times Opinion section on <\/em>Facebook<\/em>, <\/em>Twitter (@NYTopinion)<\/em> and <\/em>Instagram<\/em>.<\/em><\/p>\n Bridgette Exman is the assistant superintendent of curriculum and instruction for public schools in Mason City, Iowa, and a former high school English teacher.<\/p>\n